wow thank you for your thoughts Claire. I am really touched by your kindness and encouragement!
Interestingly iIt all helps clarify and get to the root of what is actually creating the blocks in my mind and all the conflicts..unbelievable that the same old stuff is still sitting there really.its actually to do with the creativity side, not the "getting out there".
The what not the how.
It also reminds me that on some level we are all creating all of this together and supporting eachother in this way is just so beautiful and also exciting
I happened to pick up a book this morning from my shelf by Eric Maisel who works specifically with coaching for artistic activity. Have you heard of him. I like his approach but have yet to make it through the book!!!!
wonder if its of any interest to you if you google him and find his site?
i also arrived here via the free e coaching course from Nick which was so full of heart apart from everything else ( hello NIck if you happen to be reading this and thank you)
thats what inspired me not to give up completely in the face of what feels like overwhelming external and internal adversity and to try and have another go at whatever it is that is still trying to come through.
On another leverl, there is a lot coming up about integrity and authenticity. Its quite sad and difficult to see in a way. But there is something very good and useful about just naming the "demons" and saying "I see you":once you do it, there is a way through.
malka x
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www.4fireangels.com, please let me know and i can give you a user name and password so you can access the gallery and send out e cards forever for free!!!!